>N o t e ! ! !<

.:___~>HoLiDaYZzz<~___:.

HoLiDaYZzz!!! -->slack, slack, and more slacking!!! sincerely missing my sweetest darling so so so so much always T___T
nothing but slacking!!!~ :P

best wishes to everyone! and apologies to all for late late replies~! ^___^''''

W h a t L i e s B e n e a t h T h e R e a l F a c a d e

B E Y O N D T H E S M I L E

.:Current Status~Life's Downs & Ups.../Never alone again...

> even if dear people come and go, then we must all remain in each others' hearts forever(is there forever...??? then again i still want forever to exist...^__^''').

.:Name~ Sakurada Elena.

.:Descended~ 2/03/1992.

>Star Sign- Pisces, Chinese Zodiac- Monkey ^^.

.:Fact~ My only wish is to fulfill yours... | In Heart And Mind Forever.

.:Seeks~ Peace.

.:Interests~ Wanna know?, ask me.

.:Instigations~Koko~chan(beloved person I'm extremely loyal, grateful, thankful, faithful, honest, and sincere to), H.I.M(how could i ever forget them!!!)Mana~sama, Fye~chan.

.:Foreordained Idols-Bound~Catherine-Zeta Jones, Mana~sama, Gackt~sama.

.:Lifetime Wonders~ Will I really really get what I really really really want?

.:Dreams~ The dreams that i hopelessly try to remember wander aimlessly.

.:Facts~ Basically, i won't be writing about myself, if one wants to know further about me then get to know me on your own, since this is definitely no interview sheet. Other than that, i will mention a few things so getting to know me wouldn't be a shock to one, I don't sweet talk, don't expect me to be a person with a lot of comments, i'm more of a factual person, other than facts i don't prefer mentioning, so if you're nice i'd be telling you so, and if you suck trust me in one way or the other i will be mentioning that too, because i have done so. Like it or not, I am that way. :) Other than that don't be afraid of me, just as long as you don't step on my line. ^___^ I've filled you all in on the worst up here, because definitely i don't like others being shocked, although i have been called "Lovely Lady" ^__^''' by a lot of people around me including my school mates and teachers who are fond of me, and of course been called "Heartless" by some, but lemme juz say that was history. ^___^ One more fact, I never accept stereotyping, nor discriminations, so hopefully I won't meet more of such people...just a freakin headache, we're all the same in the end, and our origins, nothing but a cell, so yea no point in stereotyping and discriminating.

.:Appreciations Utmost appreciation to the ones who've accepted me for who I am, the ones I've befriended, and the ones who are now a part of my life.
For the ones I hold dear, know that as long as we are honest and sincere, then our friendship will always and definitely prevail. Special thanks to all those who have made a difference in my life, for the darling that holds a special place in my heart ^^, and for all those who have made me laugh even when there might not have been a reason to laugh in the first place. and thank you of course to the Mods and Admins that keep MT running well. ;)

I have two siblings that have also joined MT. NeverEnd aka Kah Wei Onii~chan is my loving elder brother and i mean "in real life", and Lionhearted911 aka Sara is my dear elder sis and i mean "in real life" too, so i hope i don't continuously keep getting asked if those r my siblings coz they r! so no more questions~ (and also, sadly, i live with none of them(although tooo happy for them) since both of them study abroad.) *thank you kindly~ ^_^

~Anything else you're eager to know about?

*+.:W h o m L i e s D e e p I n H e a r t:.+*

. : . Evermore Together As One . : .

.:Deepest Appreciation, Faithfulness, Honesty, Love, Loyalty, Sincerity, & Respect~

Special and sincere thanks to you, my dearest one that has not only made a difference in my life, but has also made me have hope that the future holds something for me other than what I expect of it, other than that deepest appreciation for trying to understand the intended meaning behind my words and not just what lies on the solid surface...other than that, i actually love listening to what you always have to say, so I am always glad that with me, you are able to say what you want, or partially able to, for I always want you to express what you feel. To be honest, what's more to it is that we both need each other for no exact cause and no beneficial cause but for the sake of an everdearing friendship. Gladly, our similarities have made things much easier for us...and led us to a mutual understanding...ummmmm...so hard to think of anything more...well...you know what more there is to this, and you know well I already suck at expressions ^___^''' so then i believe i don't have to go on any further. An infinity of --> Thank You Thank You Thank You Thank You...*hugggggggggs* ^______^ Smile always! for your comfort and happiness is mine too ^^V

S a c r e d L y r i c s

_-_Secret of My Heart_-_ ~Mai Kuraki

If I were to change the words I say to you, do you suppose they would reach you?

since that time, many seasons have passed

but even though I always smiled at your side

there is still one thing I can't say

Secret of my Heart, I have no doubt

if there will ever be a little bit of tomorrow

the truth ought to be placed in our hands

I can't say, just a little more

I'm waiting for a chance

in this peaceful time, I want to connect a little more

I'm afraid to show you my soul

for a while, I walk apart from you, but why is it that your face looks about to break?

I want to protect you, I want to be close to you

Secret of my Heart, you understand, right?

everyone feels like they want to escape sometimes

but if that's all we do, then nothing can begin

I can't say, but surely, absolutely

I'm calling for a chance

Can I tell the truth?

these words I cannot speak hover around my lips

Feel in my Heart, I just can't hide any more than this,

'Cause I love you...

I will be with you

Wherever you are

Can you feel my heart?

Can you feel my heart?

Can't you see you're my Dream? I can't bear to lose

this precious time I have spent with you

when you feel ready to give up, just believe

I just wanna say, I'm not lost anymore

Can't you see you're my Dream? there will come a day

when all the lies will easily be broken apart

and yet, things will never change between us

Secret of my Heart, Our future is forever...

**~D r e a m s XVersusX R e a l i t y~**

...::: K . A . M . I . E . S . A . O :::...

. . . . . . . c * a * r * l * e * n * a . . . . . . .

~In Heart And Mind Forever .:|:. So Close no Matter how Far Apart~

d e a r e s t _ f r i e n d s h i p _ c a r d

_______+*~crest of love, honesty, & faithfulness~*+_______

_______..~*::Carlena Doni~chan::*~.._______

O U R _ D E A R E ST _ P E T

Carlena Doni @ Doni~chan~> Meaning gift in Italian; nevertheless, is derived from a unique combination of dolphin and the name Donny. Doni is a Tabby Persian breed. Since January 6th January, 2008 Doni has warmed our hearts with his squeakiness, fluffiness, and even try his paws on computer keyboard by clicking "t" & "9" -his 1st words ever, in our msn xD. Not to forget, he has an eagerness of jumping high passionately just like a dolphin~ ^________^

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+Unforgotten Novel+

although I'm done reading this novel ages before, but I still can't stop thinking about it's storyline, characters, and events.

+Songs of the Moment+

*Jonkara Onnabushi-Yoko Nagayama(her music and pitch suit very well the song itself and i've liked it so so so so much! special thanks to Koko~chan for introducing this lovely song to me ^^.) *Killswitch Engaged-The End of Heartache(for some reason whenever i'm feeling down and i listen to this song it just makes me feel so much better, don't know why, it's been for so long already and just the same song tends to make me feel so much better.) *Pretendin'-H.I.M(i've loved this band for so long already, years ^___^ they're a big inspiration, and the only reason i liked metal songs to begin with ^___~, special thanks to the band itself for the pacifying lyrics.)

+The Unfinished Work+

Vector-Tsubasa Chronicle. Doujinshi-Other.

wet after bath XD XD

* ~YuKi Ga DaIsUkE!!! <3 <3 <3 ~hyuuu who's gonna be eatin my ice cream now and being so nosy about all my stuff -____-

From dearest Koko~chan a.k.a Kokuyu. nyaaa~ ^^ Domo arigato!!! ^^ ~hyuuu i lovee lovee it~ ^^ *speechless<--- ^__^ *blushies* ~nyaaaaaaa it means a lottttttt to me!!!! yay!!! ^^ Keep up the great job! Gambatte ne!!! and never give up! ;)

I am extremely proud of your achievements and I support you always!!!

From my dear elder bro Kah Wei Onii~chan aka Neverend. nyaaa~ ^^ sankyuu! it's so kawaii like me!!! yatta~ ^^ X-P

Froggy~chan! nyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa~ Froggy~chan wa kawaii desu!!!!!!! arigato Kah Wei Onii~chan!

Shushuu & SaRa\_/Sisters For Eternity